"You Have To Leave The Ground To Learn To Fly"

And that is exactly what I'm doing, I'm leaving the ground and learning to fly. Can I just tell you? I'm so excited to do this. I love the messages of music and this one is just so hopeful. It just builds me with so much hope for the future, hope for what I'm starting to build, hope for life. Life is finally beginning for me and I cannot wait for it to begin. When I moved from California I was so scared to be uprooted from what I knew my whole life until then but now I'm not scared. I'm ready to face the challenges that I know lie ahead of me, ready to start a new school, with a new job, in a brand new city. Life is falling into place. I may not live in the most ideal apartment or have my most ideal job but they're mine and I want to take them as they are and find the happiness in all.

As I sit in my bed waiting for sleep to come I can't help but be just a tiny bit sad to leave this house. But it's okay to feel just a tinge of sadness right. An old chapter in my life is closing just as another one begins, a chapter that I cannot wait to begin. My official moving day is here, I'm packing up the very last things to go. i'm sitting in a quiet house just thinking. I'll miss this house but I know that wherever I go I can always come back, but for now it's time to move on. Goodbye house. Goodbye Spanish Fork. And goodbye to the ones I love here. I'll miss you, but I'll be back to visit sometimes. For now it's time for me to go and start life...